Current Residence: Anchorage, Alaska
Favourite genre of music: Hardcore punk.indie rock.
Favourite photographer: brian huey, or
MP3 player of choice: anything that plays mp3s
fate is a four letter wordfate is a four letter word by audio-harp
i slid into another broken heart.
it started as an image, a promise.
it flourished into flesh and blood,
with your stringed curiousity you came to me.
your soft sense of subtle security soothed my
nerves, i felt so... in place.
i fell apart at your dispair, brought to life
by your joy.
influenced and dictated by emotions,
not of my own.
i feel, you felt. i cry, you hurt. fire ignite,
i burn at ease, ceasing radiance aglow
from your embers.
i feel your warmth.
teasing, tingles, tickle, timid,
cold flame runs my body through
anticipate, i cannot wait,
lovely thou art, beat of your heart.
i felt that night, a part of you,
hand over heart, your soul sings loud.
haunting frequent cardiac distress,
from what i can seeyou caused this downpour from my head to my toes.from what i can see by audio-harp
You put me in the rain, just to see if you can make me
go insane. You captivate me, you are everything to me.
Your smile is a scar on my heart, i said "we'd never be
apart." forever with me you will be.
You are the rain on my cheek,
refreshed and relaxed
you are the stars in the sky,
so light and complex
you descend all that i am, all that i love.
eyes upon which fireflies coincide.
you ignite the air with presence
that is truly godsent
you are all i hope, all i wish, a blessing
undeserved, far from being held by me.
you are the blessing, from which i was promise
as much as i deservesorrow takes meas much as i deserve by audio-harp
i'm in the hands of
an angry fate
with emotions running
wild eyes on me and
i can't see.
as before i'm alone
walking with my soul
showing off my scars in
the light and darkness
mix like an antidote
that's just out of my
layed among the thorns
of what may be my everlasting
peril is my only future with
this trigger giving end to
all that torments me i can
only give a last breath to
ease the pain of what i
am about to deserve.
to end it on a high note
is too much to ask for.
just give me one reasonagain,just give me one reason by audio-harp
i'm without cause.
i lack reason, understanding.
you lack a desire, and a driving
will within, a need to live.
i hear the
worries amongst confreres who
relate only to the standard of
their equitable lifestyle.
i feel no emotion, no selfpity.
far from wanting, or deserving,
the respect for myself,
you lie and say your next to me.
you "understand" my tears.
a true friend you are...
a scar in my head that eats
at me leaving questions with
no answer. what if there was
tragic ironies that ignite
their fires within.
we're all of the fires that
so i'm left unanswered.
if a fire can die,
then why can't i?
The Painful DanceThe Painful Dance by dance-the-misery
As the others watch horrified
We let the blood drain
We wear our scars with searing pride
We show no shame in pain
They cannot fathom the inside
They\'ve never felt the burn
To every rule they will abide
but we choose to take wrong turns
We\'ll let our weary hearts rest
upon our sleeves to take
We\'ll chance our all on every test
let them slip off and break
Bumping into everything in our way
In this painful dance
I\'ll never wish it a different way
If I take every way, every chance